Another month, another bitch arrives

Well ladies, looks like we're out this month.  AF has just arrived today, CD30.

Positives:

• CD30 is pretty good compared to CD39, maybe my cycle might be normalising (hopefully?)
• I now have another month to lose more weight.  The benefits of this are that it'll make me healthier, give me a greater chance of getting pregnant, make pregnancy easier on me than what it would've been if I hadn't lost the weight, less potential problems during pregnancy as a result of being overweight.
• No potential morning sickness for my flight back to Brisbane at the beginning of June.

Yes, must think of the positives - Lord knows the negatives suck ass.

Please Universe/God/Powers-that-Be don't let me get to the 3 year anniversary of when I miscarried and not be pregnant again.  My 3 year anniversary is 5 June and hopes are fading for that wish to be fulfilled.